a puro dolor...
my heart is bleeding.. and so does my wrist
February 19, 2008Last night i tried to cut myself. Sad that my pocket knife was dull (or maybe i just have a thick skin) that only scratches were made. I am not trying to kill myself. I just want to divert the pain i am feeling in my heart to the pain in my hand. But to no avail. I have always been like this; everytime the intensity is too much for my heart to handle. I always thought the pain in my arm would alleviate that in my heart. And it does… but for a little while. Then i realize that it is not the actual pain that makes it hard, but the reality that the wound in my hand is going to heal and the one in my heart never will.
